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What a blessing to look
back and see what the Lord has done. When you are walking through it
all it seems like a daily quest to find God’s will and plan. In fact
at times it feels as if you are stumbling aimlessly. As I look back
now, I can see that He was clearly in control the whole time. In
Hebrews 11:8 we see that Abraham obeyed God and headed out in the
direction he was told to go even though he had no idea where he was
going. That is how it has seemed to me most of the time. Now, in
hindsight, I can see a bit of the big picture, though I know there
is much more to come.
In 1984 I was just leaving Juneau, Alaska after years of struggling
against the Lord’s calling. That is quite a story in itself, but we
will stick with the history of Lifeline Ministries and Vision
Community Church. The ministry really began in a formal sense when
my wife Michele and I met in college. I had a strong calling for
evangelism on my life and we began to travel and preach the Gospel
through word and music. We also spent quite a bit of time
ministering on the streets. These were wonderful times spiritually
and in terms of ministry, and challenging times financially. Early
on the Lord impressed upon us that we should not charge money for
any of the tapes or services. To this day when Lifeline goes
somewhere to minister we do not ask for money. Even the CD’s are
given away on a donation basis, and the CD of the Month ministry is
sent to subscribers free of charge. Many faithful financial
supporters have risen up and taken part in the ministry and God is
always faithful. We just want to make sure nobody every feels
pressured to give and that nobody will miss out on what God has
given us due to finances. In our churches we don’t even pass an
offering plate. There are simply boxes on the wall where people can
place tithes and offerings. In the early days this presented some
financial challenges, and we are still far from being a wealthy
ministry in a financial sense. It’s hard to imagine more of a
blessing than the knowledge of the thousands who have come to know
Christ and the many we have had the privilege of training who are in
active ministry now. When I think of the addicts who have been
delivered, the children who have come to Christ, and the many who
testify to the way the Lord has used the Lifeline ministry in their
lives, I consider that wealth beyond measure.
In 1988 we moved back to my home town in Alaska and for several
years we spent half of each year there. I would work in the family
business and raise money for the six months we would be on the road
sharing the Gospel. We also began taking from two to four people
along on tour each year to go through an intensive discipleship
program. That was the beginning of the deep conviction we have about
training leaders that led to Vision Bible College. We also began
writing the “Walking With Jesus” discipleship series for the purpose
of those six month discipleship endeavors. We did not know at the
time that it would become a curriculum used by thousands of
individuals and churches for discipleship and ministry training.
Throughout this writing of Lifeline history, I hope you will catch
the beauty of the message in that God is always doing more than we
can see. I could only see what was right in front of me, but the
Lord had an outline for what was happening that would bring about a
far larger impact on the Kingdom of God. I looked at the ministry as
just a few simple people playing music and preaching Jesus, but
there was much more to come.
Throughout the years we have been affiliated with the Church of God
who’s home base is in Anderson, Indiana. We don’t use the name
“Church of God” a lot because there are so many flaky organizations
out there using that title. We have found within the Church of God
(Anderson) movement the freedom to live out the Word of God. There
is no written “manual” of church doctrine apart from the Bible and
the Local churches are autonomous with a willingness to partner
together for God’s work. This leads to quite a bit of variety
between different churches in different areas, and in the ministry
here it definitely shows the “real people, changed lives” approach
with a firm dedication to God’s Word and a passion for practical
Christian life and ministry.
By 1990 it was clear to all of us that we had far more people who
wanted to go through the Lifeline discipleship program than we could
possibly take on the road every year. That year on tour the Lord
impressed upon me to put aside half of all the offerings in an
account to buy property the following year. This seemed impossible
since we usually had only enough to survive. Sure enough we fell
behind. We paid our bills on the road with a credit card that we
would pay off each month faithfully. Suddenly we were $2,700.00 in
the hole and yet had that amount in the savings account for the
upcoming property purchase. This seemed silly to me and to everyone
else. About that time we suddenly had two weeks off in the middle of
tour. That was always a financial challenge. As I was praying and
asking the Lord what was going on, I received a letter from a man I
hardly knew. He said the Lord had spoken to him and asked him to
send us $5,500.00. Once we put half of it away in the account, the
remaining half was exactly what we needed to pay the bills! That is
one simple story in a history that includes many miracles, but I
include it to show the Lord’s faithfulness.
In 1991 we moved to Caldwell, Idaho and began the Lifeline
Discipleship Center. For two years prior we had been adding staff
and Brian and Cathi Corcoran had come to be very helpful as leaders.
Together with them and John and Amy Bibb, another couple who have
been very valuable in leadership, we purchased four houses on one
block and began the center. Four the next four years we had quite an
interesting journey. One of the men who came for discipleship was a
young Canadian by the Name of Gregg Peterson. Gregg was to become
one of the most influential leaders in Lifeline’s history and is
still an Elder with Lifeline today. We were able to house over 30
people at the Discipleship Center and it also opened the opportunity
to meet some other needs, such as an addiction recovery program and
a housing center for people in need. We were not prepared for the
overwhelming demand for these things in the area. Almost instantly
the intensive discipleship program for training ministers was
eclipsed by the needs of some deeply hurting people. In hindsight we
made some mistakes that have built tremendous conviction within us
today. Please don’t misunderstand, I tend to analyze things
constantly and look for ways to improve so it seems to some that I
am focusing on the negative. There is no question that the Lifeline
Discipleship Center was a powerful and effective ministry. Many were
trained, delivered, and saved in those years. The error was that we
were trying to meet so many needs and taking on so many burdens that
in the end we found ourselves tapped out financially and
emotionally. We had reasoned that the local churches would see the
need and lend support. It was not so. The needs were so great that
the Lifeline evangelistic team was not traveling as much which
placed further burdens on the financial picture. In 1995, after
intense prayer and fasting, we determined that we needed to sell the
properties and regroup.
Around this same time the Lifeline team went to Walla Walla,
Washington to hold services. On the way home we were in a terrible
van accident that left me severely injured and all of us shaken up
in many ways. Together with the challenges presented by the
Discipleship Center debts, this was a rather dark time in the
history of a ministry that was accustomed to leaping tall buildings
in a single bound. I could barely walk for a long time and though
the Lord healed many things instantly, for whatever reason we had to
walk through others the hard way. Just the other day I was
discussing this with someone and it hit me that we would never have
been able to do what we are doing now without all of that happening.
We had so much momentum that it would have been hard to slow us down
and get us to hear the Lord on what was to come.
We went back on the road full-time. In fact on one tour we scheduled
186 crusade and revival services in 180 days! It was quite an effort
and we made it only by the strength of the Lord. I was pretty worn
out and when we arrived back in Idaho we were really questioning the
Lord on what the next step would be. In the course of the ministry
the Lord has only significantly brought a new direction a few times.
One was when we started out, another was when He told us to move to
Idaho and start the Discipleship Center, and another was about to
come. We could sense the change coming but did not know what it
would be. We had purchased property in Marsing, Idaho by the Lord’s
leading and had built an RV park. We really didn’t know completely
why. We reasoned that it was because we all lived in travel trainers
due the mobile nature of the ministry. The written discipleship
materials and the music were gaining a lot of popularity and
recognition, as was the evangelistic ministry itself. We were
receiving a number of inquiries to go international and were
contemplating crusades in Africa and Europe. It seemed like the
logical next step. As always however, the Lord’s ways are higher
than our ways.
One night my wife and I had been out running around and were driving
home. I sensed the presence of the Lord in a way so powerful that it
overwhelmed me. I was driving at the time and suddenly I could not
even speak. I pulled over and motioned for my wife to drive. She
didn’t even ask what was going on. The presence of the Lord was
incredible. When we arrived home she got out and went in the house
and I just sat in the car and prayed. I then got out and began
waling around the Lifeline property, then little more than a large
field with some RV sites and our manufactured homes. At that moment
the Lord showed me only one thing, that I was now to be a “simple
man of God”. I thought I was a simple man of God. Anyway, it meant a
few things for sure. I realized that we were not to go forward with
the international crusades and that we were to pursue our commitment
to local church ministry. We had already moved ahead with the
college, aligning with Vision International University in Ramona,
California. This allowed us to operate as an accredited program and
gave us access to a larger curriculum. Through the RV park and local
housing we were able to house those who came and many of our
students were on the distance learning program. Through all of this
the leadership training part of the ministry was really growing and
I reasoned that it may be the reason the Lord was telling us to
focus in more at home. I would later find out it was only one part
of the puzzle.
In the late 1990’s we were operating the college, traveling and
doing the evangelistic work, producing thousands upon thousands of
written and audio resources, we were the state youth directors for
all of the Churches of God in Montana, and serving on staff with the
Oregon Trail Church of God in Caldwell, Idaho. I should mention that
in all the years that Lifeline has existed we have always been
committed to operating out of a local church. We have never seen
ourselves as a para-church organization. It is our firm belief that
the local church is God’s ordained plan as His headquarters for
ministry on this earth. That is clearly evidenced in scripture. That
said, there have been times when my personal opinion of the
organized church has not been too great. After the Discipleship
Center, when I felt the local churches could not see the need and
support a vital ministry, I was somewhat let down in my opinion of
the church. Then in that same time period, a group of people in
Canada, most of whom had never met me or been to one of our
services, took it upon themselves to brand me a heretic. This was
all based on something I had written that they clearly
misunderstood. Had they simply contacted me and asked it would have
been a simple misunderstanding. They then took our schedule and went
before us to various churches telling them not to have us in and
saying all manner of false things about us. I was devastated. We had
spent years working with the Church of God in Canada and had led
many to Christ. We had labored without charge with the sole purpose
of winning the lost and edifying the church and I could not believe
how quickly people believed the false attacks against us. There was
always more demand for us to come than we could meet so it never
threatened our existence, but regrettably, I allowed it to create
bitterness in me. I could not believe that in the Body of Christ
people would not even call or write to ask me about these things
before slandering us. On top of the struggle with the financial
situation stemming from the Discipleship Center and my extreme
physical struggles in recovering from the van accident and simply
being able to walk, I hit a pretty low point personally. I never
doubted God in any way but I certainly came to doubt the church.
Then it happened, the Lord told us to plant a church. At the lowest
point in my opinion of the church in general He told us to plant a
church in Marsing. Ernest and Shannon Salmond had joined us several
years earlier and were working closely with us in the leadership of
the ministry. I don’t think they were too excited about planting a
church either. Then we presented the idea to the state Church of God
organization. They were very much in support of us in general but
felt that it was unwise to plant a church in Marsing, a small town
where churches in general seemed to struggle. So there would be no
support from them early on. We did have the support and blessing of
the Oregon Trail Church of God, which had been our home church for a
few years. Pastor Don Bertelsen, who is now an Elder with Lifeline,
had been such a blessing as we had walked through this dark time.
Beyond that however, most people thought we were crazy. So we began
the church in Marsing without a lot of personal zeal. I am ashamed
to admit that but it is the truth. However, looking back I now
believe that our circumstances were vital in determining the kind of
local church that the Lord would use us to plant. We were completely
burned out on what we call “stupid stuff.” That refers to all the
silly, non-scriptural and destructive things that many churches do
in the name of the Lord. We determined that we would rather do it
right with eight people than wrong with eight hundred. That is where
our commitment to being “real people with changed lives” comes from.
We were committed to avoiding dry religion and reaching out with the
truth of freedom in Christ Jesus. We held that you could plant a
church with a real commitment to the Word of God in a time when
there is a lot of pressure to water down the truth to reach people.
It is our deep commitment that adding to scripture is just as wrong
as taking away from it. Too often the church adds many rules and
bondages that simply aren’t in the Word of God.
It turned out that there were a lot of people who were looking for a
church like that. The Marsing Church grew and all of a sudden all of
the pieces of the puzzle seemed to come together. The training end
of the ministry, the evangelism, all of the lessons learned from
thousands of services in churches in many places. It all came into
play. More than even the numerical growth, the Marsing church has
been unique in the ministry that goes forth. In a church of a
hundred people we have eight preachers, three worship teams, and
many youth and children’s workers. In a time when many congregations
are searching for a pastor and offering good salaries we had a
backup of great leaders who wanted to come and work for free! I
often hear our people say, “there is more ministry happening in this
church than in most churches ten times this size.” It’s true and
this caught the eye of many leaders within the movement. Suddenly we
realized we had more than a successful church plant, we had a model
of the biblical reproducing church that others could follow. Several
of us began to teach on it in our travels. The interest continues to
grow and we are thrilled to be used by the Lord to impact the
Kingdom at such a great level.
During all of this we continued to move forward with the college,
gaining our own international accreditation and eventually becoming
independent from Vision International University. We have many
students in the distance learning program and the local campus
program is becoming primarily focused on training leaders
specifically for the reproducing church model. We are working
closely with ministry partners in Canada to expand the Kingdom there
through this means. I should mention that after a few years godly
men and women in Canada stood up to those who were slandering us
before and the Lord has brought about a tremendous renewal of our
ministry there. He is always faithful.
Two students came to attend Vision Bible College and quickly became
part of the staff. Pastor Derrick Farrell and his wife Heather have
been instrumental in leadership as things have grown. There are many
others and I won’t try to mention them all. One of the marks of the
ministry has been the number and the quality of leaders that have
been trained up here. Many have stayed and others are in active
ministry elsewhere.
So now we are beginning another church plant in Parma, Idaho and
training the leadership for a third congregation that we intend to
start in two years. We have the full training program in place for
other churches to utilize and we are preparing a DVD teaching series
on how churches can implement the same methods in their own areas.
Much of this can be found in ministries based on what is known as
the “multi-site” approach to church planting but we didn’t know
about that when we started. Really the “model” ( in church planting
lingo) came about through the Study of God’s Word and many years of
experience. We will cover more of that in the “Vision For The
Future” section of the website and written materials.
After twenty years of active ministry we are still evangelizing,
still discipling, still training leaders, and now we are planting
churches. Most people that live in areas where we do not have a
Vision Community Church know us from the Lifeline music, and that
continues to be a vital part of the outreach. In fact we are adding
more bands to minister along side of the Lifeline group. As the
ministry continues to grow I can see that our feet are planted
firmly on the ground and our hearts are planted firmly in the Lord.
Through the trials and tribulations, the victories and advances, we
haven’t lost sight of the simple truth that people need the Lord.
We’ve just grown in our ability to reach them. I pray that the
future will hold even greater things as we seek to walk with our
Savior.
We sincerely appreciate your taking the time to learn about what God
is doing through this group of people. I hope you will come and
visit us sometime. You will find us to be simple and real people who
love the Lord. Please let us know if we can answer any questions or
help in any way. The future that is before us is very exciting. We
would love to have you join us as we seek to serve the Lord.
Because He lives!
Benje Graves
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